Words I Can't Verbalize

WORDS I CAN'T VERBALIZE
Standalone
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Tonight was the night. It was going to be perfect, I could just feel it. I canтАЩt believe after all weтАЩve been through; weтАЩre still together. But it all just proves weтАЩre meant to be together. Forever and always, thatтАЩs what we tell each other daily. And then those three simple words escape our lips, and I feel like my world is complete.

He had said to dress nice, but not too fancy. So I decided on a simple black dress that went down to my knees. IтАЩm fairly tall, so I usually donтАЩt go for heels. Even though is 5тАЩ11тА? and I stand at 5тАЩ8тА?, I still feel too tall with heels on. And plus, I stand at a perfect height to bury my face into his neck without standing on tiptoes. Anyways, I chose some sequined ballet flats to add a little color to the look, along with a silver band and my silver heart pendant necklace. I put on some light black eyeliner and a touch of mascara and I was finished.

He told me that he was going to pick me up at around 7:30. I looked at the clock and it was already 7:15. I walked into the living room of my flat and flattened my dress before I sat down on my couch. I picked up a magazine that my roommate mustтАЩve left out, and started flipping through it. I saw a few pictures of and me out and about, but I was used to that. He was a rock star, and I was his girlfriend. ThatтАЩs the life I chose to live.

The doorbell rang about 20 minutes later, and I got up from the couch and went to the door. I opened it to see standing there with a grin on his face. I mustтАЩve looked sad because his smile dropped after a few seconds.

тАЬSorry , I was just expecting .тА? I said, offering him to come in.

тАЬIтАЩm here to take you to him,тА? he said lighting up again, тАЬIтАЩm running a little behind, so we should be on our way.тА?

тАЬOh, okay. Just let me grab my coat.тА? I said.

The two of us walked down my driveway, and into тАЩs car. He opened up the door for me and I stepped in to find sitting in the backseat with a video camera.

тАЬ! What are you doing in here, and why do you have a video camera?тА?

тАЬHello to you too. And management wants us to document more of our personal lives for a new DVD.тА?

тАЬAnd why does that have to include me?тА? I asked, raising an eyebrow.

тАЬBecause youтАЩre part of our lives silly!тА? said jumping into the driverтАЩs seat and starting the car. He pulled out of my neighborhood and onto the highway.

тАЬ, can you please tell me where we are going?тА? I said shoving тАЩs hand away as he put the video camera in my face, тАЬ! Quit it!тА?

тАЬNo, no, no! I canтАЩt tell you!тА?

тАЬYeah, that would spoil the surprise!тА? said laughing.

тАЬFine, can you atleast tell me how much longer it will be? My hair is gonna get messed up if I stay in this car too long.тА?

тАЬTen minutes, and stop complaining. WeтАЩre doing this for you. And plus, if loves you like he says he does, IтАЩm sure he doesnтАЩt care what youтАЩre hair looks like.тА? said patting me on the shoulder, тАЬAnd plus, you look pretty fit no matter what youтАЩre hair looks like. Trust me, IтАЩve seen you in the mornings after youтАЩve spent the night with .тА? He said chuckling.

тАЬ!тА? I said swatting his arm playfully, тАЬI still want to look my best!тА?

Ten minutes later, pulled into parking lot. I looked around, but there was no . Actually, there was no, nothing. It was completely deserted.

тАЬGuys, whatтАЩs going on?тА? I asked looking at the two boys.

тАЬOur part is done, you need to step out of the car now.тА? said unlocking the door for me.

тАЬWhat are you talking about? YouтАЩre just leaving me here?тА?

тАЬYep,тА? said pushing me out.

тАЬBut-тА? I started.

тАЬJust trust us.тА? said, as the door slammed and they sped off.

тАЬDamn him,тА? I said, тАЬIтАЩm gonna kill if he doesnтАЩt show up soon.тА?

Just then, a long, black limo pulled into the parking lot. My frown disappeared as a smile danced itтАЩs way onto my face. The limo came to a stop about 5 feet in front of me, and the front door opened. A leg appeared and stepped out of the vehicle. My smile was short-lived as I saw approach me.

тАЬTime to go,тА? he said leading me into the limo. He put a DVD into the TV that was in the back of the limo, and he got back into the front with the driver. тАЩs face appeared on the screen, sitting in a booth. It looked vaguely familiar.

тАЬHey baby. You should be in the limo right now, hope the guys havenтАЩt been giving you that hard of time.тА? He said slightly laughing, тАЬRecognize this place? ItтАЩs where we first met.тА?

ThatтАЩs it! I remember now, I was his waitress at that restaurant, in that exact same booth. He had left a very large tip with his number tucked in between all the bills. I decided to call him since his gesture was so cute.

тАЬAnyways, I wanted to stop by and remember that this place brought us together. If I never walked in here, well, youтАЩd probably be with some other guy right now.тА? He frowned, тАЬJust thinking about that makes me shudder. But anyway, since this is where it all started, I thought IтАЩd recollect on our past from the beginning.тА? The screen flashed to a park where we had shared our first kiss. walked into the frame and sat down on the bench. тАЬThis was the most magical kiss IтАЩve ever shared with anyone, everтА? he said.

The screen then went to the back of his house, where there was a hammock slowly swinging in the warm wind. He once again walked into to frame and sat down on the hammock. тАЬRemember this? The first night we ever made love. Boy, itтАЩs harder than you think in a hammock. It was the start of a beautiful relationship.тА? He said winking.

The DVD continued going through different places and things that and I have done together. Everywhere from the school where I helped him tutor kids for charity work with the band, to the ice cream parlor where we first said тАЬI Love YouтА? to each other. I was trying not to cry throughout the whole thing, but I just gave up. I was trying to keep my composure, trying not to ruin my make-up. But it wasnтАЩt working. It was the sweetest thing anyone had ever done for me.

He was suddenly back at the caf├й, and drinking a cup of coffee. тАЬWell, you should probably be there by now, so this is good-bye, for now.тА? He smiled before the screen went black.

The limo stopped, and soon the door had opened for me. stuck his hand out and helped me out. I saw and both standing there, smiling at me.

тАЬWe are here,тА? said as came over taking my hand leading me into the building. It was very old, but kept up properly so it looked brand new still. I walked into the lobby and gazed up at the murals covering the ceiling.

тАЬWhereтАЩs at?тА? I asked , still confused on the whole situation.

тАЬPatience ,тА?

тАЬBut-тА? I was cut off by my favorite song blaring through from the next room. I walked in to see a streaming video of pictures of and me that have been taken over the past 6 years that IтАЩve known him. There were some from when we were best friends hanging out in his parentтАЩs backyard, or playing football at my familyтАЩs annual Fourth of July BBQ. Then there were some from when we went to our high school dance together, since neither of us had a date. Then more recent ones of us popped up, me kissing his cheek while he smiled into the camera. Him kissing my nose as we stared into each others eyes with our arms wrapped around each other. Then my favorite one came up, it was from the first tour I ever went on with the guys. We stopped by one of those carnivals that you could dress up in old western costumes and take pictures. I was perched on тАЩs knee in a ridiculous can-can dancer outfit while the others were doing random things in cowboy costumes. That was such a great day. A few more pictures came up and then a video of came up on the screen.

тАЬ, I know this day has probably been really confusing for you, but itтАЩll all be worth it in the end. I promise.тА? And then the screen went black. I took this time to glance around the room I was in. It was quite extravagant; it was like an old theater, but for royals. There were gold plated antiques everywhere, and the chairs, like the one I was sitting in, were all red plush. The lights on the stage came on, ad the screen started going up into the ceiling. came with a single red rose in his hand.

He smiled at me and said, тАЬ, please come up here.тА? I got up from the chair and smoothed out my dress and made my way up to the stage. He took my hand in his and gave me the rose with the other.

тАЬYou look breath-taking,тА? he whispered in my ear. I giggled slightly, as I got chills down my back. I always did when I was with him.

тАЬWhatтАЩs this all about, ?тА? I asked.

тАЬItтАЩs all about you,тА? he said chuckling at his little joke.

тАЬTaking other people lyrics arenтАЩt you Mr. ?тА? I laughed.

тАЬIt was written for you hun,тА? he said kissing me softly on the lips.

тАЬThatтАЩs what they tell meтАжтА?

тАЬI love you,тА? he said kissing me with more passion.

тАЬI-love-you-too.тА? I stumbled out between kisses.

тАЬNo, . You have no idea how much you mean to me. I donтАЩt know what I would do without you. You know me better than anyone else in this whole world, and hopefully I know about you more than anyone too.тА?

тАЬYou do, trust me.тА? I said smiling.

тАЬGood. But , god, I canтАЩt even explain it. Being with you, holding you in my arms, wiping away your tears when you cry, itтАЩs the best feeling in the world. I know that youтАЩll always be there in the morning when you sleep over, and I know we would never leave each other. It would be throwing away something too good. When we fight, weтАЩre only mad for about an hour before one of us gets over being stubborn and apologizes. Making love to you is the greatest thing ever, and it makes me forget about any other girl IтАЩve dated or been with. YouтАЩre so special to me . You comfort me, calm me down in this big life style I live. And you deal with me being on tour, you deal with the weeks where I donтАЩt see you. You have no idea how hard that is to do. I love the goose bumps I get when you touch me, the sparkle in your eye when you smile. I love everything about you. Like I said, itтАЩs the greatest feeling. And I want it to last forever.тА? He said, getting down on one knee. I started to tear up again. No one has ever said that many nice things about me. HeтАЩs pulling something out of his pocket, oh god!

тАЬ, I canтАЩt live without you. If it were possible to have a maximum amount you can love someone, it wouldnтАЩt even begin to describe how much I love you. Words I canтАЩt even verbalize couldnтАЩt even explain it.тА?

тАЬ-тАЬ

тАЬ, will you marry me?тА? he asked looking up at me with his beautiful bright eyes, smiling and opening a box with the most beautiful ring I have ever seen. It was a simple silver band; with a diamond set in the center with two smaller diamonds on the side it.

тАЬOf course I will !тА? I said as he placed the ring on my finger. A perfect fit, just like us. I heard cheering behind me, and turned around and saw everyone. My family, тАЩs family, the band, and all of our friends were there. I couldnтАЩt believe it. They were all standing, clapping, and smiling at the two of us. still had the video camera.

тАЬKiss her!тА? yelled. looked at me and grinned, pulling me in for a passionate kiss, which lasted which seemed forever. He pulled me into a hug and squeezed me tightly.

тАЬIтАЩm never going to let you go.тА? He whispered.

тАЬI love you too muchтА? I said looking into his eyes.

тАЬI love you more.тА?

тАЬNo wayтА?

тАЬWayтА? he said. Our little debate was interrupted by our mothers running onto the stage with the rest of our family and friends, giving us huge hugs saying тАЬCongratulationsтА?

тАЬWhy did you do all this?тА? I asked, as we walked out of the theater later that night. had a party with everyone that he planned ahead of time. We had dancing, catering, and everything.

тАЬCause I love you,тА? he said taking my hand and helping me into his car. тАЬAnd now I get to be the luckiest man in the world and have you forever.тА?

тАЬI think IтАЩm the lucky one,тА? I said as got into the driverтАЩs side. тАЬI mean, I get to marry , from McFly. You know, the hot one?тА? I teased.

тАЬYeah, the fans will really love you now.тА? He said driving out of the parking lot, but never letting go of my hand, which now held my engagement ring.

тАЬEven more than they love me now?тА? I laughed.

тАЬForget about them, as long as IтАЩm with you.тА? He smiled.

тАЬAlways-тА?

тАЬAnd Forever.тА? He finished.

We went back to his house. The guys werenтАЩt there, so I figured they were staying somewhere else for the night to leave and I to ourselves. He picked me up and carried me up to his room, where candles and rose petals were everywhere.

тАЬA little clich├й I know,тА? he said setting me down.

тАЬNothingтАЩs clich├й with you . You make everything better.тА? I said smiling, and sitting down on the bed.

тАЬYou look amazing, . But you know what would be better?тА? he said slyly, eyeing me up and down.

тАЬWhat?тА? I asked, even though I had an idea of what he meant.

тАЬThis,тА? he said as he jumped on top of me and pulled the covers over us.