I'VE GOT YOUR LOVING AND YOU'VE GOT MY SONG
Part Three of "Words I Can't Verbalize"
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“, which one do you want?� I asked my fiancé, what dining set he wanted to put on the registry. “We have to get this done babe.�
“I don’t care, . Whatever one you want, I’m happy with.�
“Fine, then we’ll get the pink cat one with the lace coverings.� I said pretending to push the keys on the keyboard in our workroom.
“Whoa, whoa, whoa there. I am not going to eat food off of a cat plate that’s pink. No way, no how.� He said, finally paying attention.
“Well help me choose then instead of not paying attention!� I said laughing, and swatting his hand.
“Why do we have to do this anyways? I mean, it’s not like we need anything anyways.� He said confused.
“Because otherwise we’ll be stuck with fifty of something we already have. This way, we’ll get stuff we actually need.� I said pressing the ‘completed’ button on the computer.
“I still don’t get it, but it must just be a girl thing.�
“Yeah, I guess so.�
“Do the guys know about this thing? We should really tell them about it, otherwise we’re gonna be getting a matching thong set or something along those lines from them.� said laughing.
“So you wouldn’t want matching thongs?� I asked.
“I don’t think you’d want to see this thing in a thong,� said pointing to his bottom half and laughing.
“And how would you know what it looked like in one?� I said raising an eyebrow.
“Ah, bought me one as a joke for my 16th and I wanted to see what it felt like. And let me tell you, those things are never coming near me again unless you’re the one wearing them.� He said patting my butt.
I wiggled a little bit from my spot and giggled. “This butt will be all yours in a month. But until then, I’m a free woman!� I said laughing trying to get up, but wrapped his arms around my waist preventing me from doing so. “Let me go !�
“No! Not until you say ‘ is the best man in the whole world and I am honored to become his wife!’ and then you have to bow.�
“What?�
“You heard me! Bow down!� he said, laughing.
I wouldn’t give in to him, so I just pressed my lips down onto his until he moved his arms and started playing with my hair while we kissed. I pulled away quickly and jumped out of the seat and started for the door.
“Hey! That’s not fair!� said jumping up to run after me.
“All is fair in love and war.� I yelled running out of the workroom and into our living room, jumping on the couch. It wasn’t even two seconds before came in and sat right next to me. He put his arms around me and sighed, “I love you, �
“I love you too, . Hey, did you take the invitations to the post office like I asked? We’re running a little late and we only have a month until wedding day.�
“Uhhh,�
“! I asked you two weeks ago to do it! Ugh! Well do you know where they are?� I asked.
“Uhhh, no. I’m sorry ! We’ve been finishing up the record, and it must have slipped my mind.�
“Great. Now on my big day, no one will be there to celebrate! God !� I said, sobbing and running to our bedroom. I called , and she picked up on the second ring.
“, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?�
“ didn’t send out the invitations. And now no one is going to show up because of the late notice. And then I’ll have to cancel for half the food, and oh God! this wedding is going to be a disaster!�
“Whoa, calm down . left the invitations at ’s place two weeks ago when he was dropping something off. I figured they were supposed to be sent, so I did it myself. Don’t worry and stop crying.�
“Oh , you’re amazing. I gotta go, I just yelled at .�
“Okay, bye!�
I hung up the phone and walked back into the living room where was rummaging through every drawer in the whole room. I wiped the tears off my face and walked over to where he was bent over looking in a drawer.
“What are you doing, ?� I asked softly.
“Looking for those damn invitations! I know I have them somewhere! I found one of them, but I can’t find the rest!� he said.
“Don’t worry about it.�
“What do you mean don’t worry about it? You were just yelling at me and crying a minute ago cause I lost them!� he said confused.
“I just called . You left them at ’s and they took care of it. I’m sorry I got mad. It’s just this whole thing is so stressful.�
“It’s okay. And don’t worry, it’s going to turn out amazing.�
“Thanks �
“Your welcome� he said kissing me.
The next afternoon, I was in the dress shop with my bridesmaids getting the final details and fittings done before the wedding. was complaining that she looked fat, which she didn’t what so ever.
“, shut up or you won’t be maid of honor anymore!� I said, fed up.
“Fine! I’ll shut up and look fat just for you!� she said pouting.
“Thank you! Now, let’s get the other girls done before I go gray!�
After everyone was done getting fitted, we decided to go out to out for some drinks at a nearby restaurant. We got seated and everyone looked at me around the table.
“What?� I asked.
“How are you and doing now?� one of my bridesmaids, asked.
“Amazing. The last couple months were really rough, but I think both of us realized that it was stupid and we need to move forward. We love each other too much.� I said smiling, “I mean, we have little tiffs, but other than that, it’s going great. Oh, did you guys get the invitations yet? I just need to make sure they got out.�
“Yeah, I have mine right here,� another bridesmaid, said, handing it over to me. I examined it closely, looking at the tuxedo and bridal gown on the front cover. We decided to have a simple invitation, and it was the only one we could agree on. I opened it up checking that everything was right.
Mr. & Mrs. and Mr. & Mrs. invite you
To celebrate their children’s wedding day
and
It will take place on the eve of September the 17th at 5 o’clock
This event will be at the family’s back yard
Please RSVP to 358-555-1489
I closed the invitation after seeing everything was correct and gave it back to . We ordered some drinks, and chatted for about an hour. My cell phone started ringing in my purse, and I excused myself to answer it.
“Hello?�
“Hey babe, it’s .�
“Oh hey! What do you need? I’m having some drinks with the girls!�
“After your done, can you come down to the studio? Me and the guys have a surprise for you.� I could almost see him smiling from the other end of the phone.
“Yeah, I’ll be there in about an hour.�
“Great. Love you.�
“Love you too, bye.� I hung up the phone and went back to the table with the girls. “Hey , do you think we can stop by the studio before you take me home? said the guys and him have a surprise for me.�
“Yeah, no problem.� She said smiling.
“Now , let’s see your ring. Since you got a new one when you guys got back together again and everything. I haven’t seen it yet!� said grabbing for my hand. Her and gasped when they saw it. I must admit, it’s a beautiful ring, and I think outdid himself. I still couldn’t believe he got it for me. It was simple, but amazing at the same time. It was a silver band, with one diamond set in the center. On either side of the stone, there were two smaller diamonds set in the band with a cuff around it.
“, it’s gorgeous!� gushed.
“I know, I can’t believe got it for me. Especially after he already got me a one when he proposed.�
“I guess it was his way of saying sorry for being a complete jerk for the months following your engagement, huh?� said.
“I guess so, but he didn’t need to. Anyways, do you guys want to see the ring I got him? I haven’t let it leave my sight since I bought it last week!�
“Yes!� they all shouted.
I searched in my purse and felt around for a velvet box. I pulled it out and opened it to show a simple silver band with five small diamonds set inside. I knew that liked things simple, so that’s why I got it. I had our names engraved on the inside, along with “Always & Forever�
“He’ll love it.� said smiling.
“I hope so.� I said putting it back into my purse, “Do you guys mind if Kami and I leave right now? I have some more things to do today, and since I have to stop by the studio now,�
“No problem, love� said.
“Yeah, we’ll take care of the check.� said.
“No! I’ll pay for it myself! You don’t need to do that!� I started.
“I insist, just go see !� said.
“Thank you. I’ll talk to you guys later!� I said giving and each a hug and walking out of the restaurant with .
“So, what do you think the guys have for you?� asked, getting into the driver’s seat and looking at me.
“I have no idea.�
“Well then, let’s go find out!� she said pulling out of the parking lot.
We arrived at the studio about twenty minutes later and got out of the car. As we walked into the lobby, I could hear the music through the walls. They must be recording something. I smiled at the front desk lady, Julia, and she waved me over.
“Hey , what brings you here?� she asked. “You to ? What’s the occasion? You girls never come in here anymore!� she laughed.
“I’ve been busy planning the wedding.� I smiled.
“They said they had a surprise for ,� explained, “Have you seen anything arrive at all today?�
“No, sorry. Nothing’s come through. But I’m sure it’s still a good surprise!� Julia said, smiling and waving us through the doors to the recording station. I saw all the guys, , , and , in the recording booths playing a new song. But I didn’t see . When they saw and I walk in, they stopped playing immediately. They put their stuff down and walked into the control room where and I were standing.
“Hey , � said nodding towards me as he hugged and kissed her cheek quickly.
“Hey, where’s at? He said he had some sort of surprise?� I asked looking at the guys.
“He went out for a second,� said .
“He should be back any minute.� added.
“Oh, okay.�
“Go ahead and have a seat until he comes back if you would like?� offered. “He said he’d only be a bit.�
“I guess,� I said sitting in one of the couches provided behind the controls.
“So, what have you ladies been up to today?� asked.
“Bridesmaids dresses� said in disgust.
“Oh come on ! You don’t look fat in the dress!� I said laughing.
“There’s no way you look fat ,� said putting an arm around her.
“How do the other bridesmaids look?� said, nudging my side.
“They look amazing . And stop hitting on my friends!� I chuckled.
“Does the term ‘always a bridesmaid, never the bride’ apply to them?� said laughing.
“!�
“Just wondering. Me and could have a good night if their unattached!� said giving a high five.
“Boys, settle down! I’ll give you their numbers if you tell me ’s surprise for me!� I said raising an eyebrow.
“Okay! It’s a-� started, but was intercepted by ’s hand covering his mouth.
“Shut up ! You know what said! We have to wait until he gets back!� said.
“So is the surprise in this room?� I asked, excited.
“Not exactly,� said.
“Ugh! The agony! I hate surprises!� I said, folding my arms across my chest and standing up, trying to get them to tell me.
“Even the ones from me?� I heard someone say as they wrapped their arms around me. I turned around to see ’s smiling face looking down at me.
“Depends on what it is.� I said, kissing him.
“You’ll like it, I promise.�
“Show me! Show me!� I said, as he laughed and let me go.
“Come on boys, let’s show her!� said walking in the recording booth.
“Huh? What’s going on?� I asked confused.
“Just sit right here,� said, patting on two seats for and I.
“Okay,�
The rest of the guys went into the booth and to join . They all picked up their instruments and faced and I.
“I wrote this for you babe� said, smiling. “You can look at the lyrics while we go if you’d like. They’re on that table there,� he said pointing at the small table next to me.
“Here we go, 1…2… 1…2…3…4!�
The band started playing a soft, up-tempo song. I looked down at the sheet of paper had told me to look at as they started to sing.
I knew that when I saw her
That my life would soon move over from the fast lane
Gone would be the days of all my drinkin’ and my carrying on
But when I settled down
The party king uncrowned
This stubborn memory hadn't faded
Too many dumb mistakes
And all the grief it makes
Left nothing else to be debated
But if you say that you understand then you're lyin'
But if you figure that I'm alright now I can't deny it
Baby's coming back
Baby's coming back
So I'm on my best behavior
I can't take it anymore
I just woke up on the floor today (Yeah, Yeah)
I've long run out of my last chances but she's on her way
If I had a dollar for every single time I fought her
I'd buy a handgun (I'd buy a handgun)
But that couldn't shoot away
The bull's eye that she made on my heart
But if I sound like a beaten man well then I guess so
And on her way is the sweetest prize and I can't let go
Baby's coming back
Baby's coming back
So I'm on my best behavior
I can't take it anymore
I just woke up on the floor today (Yeah, Yeah)
I've long run out of my last chances but she's on her way
What I told her on the telephone was that I'd been so bad
I wouldn't blame her if she mowed down these wild oats I'd sown
But when she said she'd give me one more chance
I said knock three times
When you arrive
Baby's coming back
Baby's coming back
So I'm on my best behaviorI can't take it anymore
I just woke up on the floor today (Yeah, Yeah)
Baby's coming back my darling
Baby's coming back to see me
And I've long run out of my last chances but she's on her way
They finished the song a few minutes later, and stood up from his spot and looked at me.
“Well what’d you think?� he asked. “I wanted it to be a little slower, to maybe play at the wedding. But it didn’t really work out and I really wanted you to hear it first, and-� I stopped him by running into the booth and throwing my arms around him with tears in my eyes. That was the first song he had ever written for me.
“I loved it.� I said, pulling back and smiling.
“I thought you would,� he said kissing my forehead. “We’re done here now, do you want to head home?�
“Well I had a couple more things to do,� I said wiping the tears away.
“Please?�
“I guess they can wait,� I said smiling. said goodbye to the guys, as I went over to .
“I guess I’ll talk to you later then?� she said.
“Yeah, I’ll call you orrow. You can come with me to run errands if you’d like?�
“Maybe, just call me in the morning.�
“Okay, bye!� I said walking towards who was now waiting by the door. I grabbed his hand, said goodbye to the guys, and we left the studio. We walked to ’s car and I started to get in when stopped me.
“What?� I said looking at him.
“I love you.� He said, grinning
“Well, I love you too!� I said.
“I love hearing that from you.�
“I love hearing it from you too.� I said smiling and giving him a kiss before getting in the car. He got into the driver’s seat and we head back home. When we got there, he got out of the car, and came around to open the door for me.
“Why thank you,� I said.
“You’re welcome.� He said as we walked up to the door. When we got inside I smelled something burning.
“! What is that smell?!� I said running into the kitchen. I came in to find the oven spewing out clouds of smoke. “! What is this!�
“Shit! No! This can’t happen!� he said running in behind me.
“What’s going on?� I asked as he opened the oven, and pulled out what looked like a black mound of mud.
“Well I was trying to cook you dinner. That’s where I was when you got to the studio! I ran here to put it in the oven, and it should’ve been done by the time we got back here!� he said throwing it away into the trash, looking disappointed.
“Aww, hunny! It’s okay!� I said walking over to him, “It was sweet of you to do that!�
“Now it’s all ruined! I’m crap in the kitchen, I’m sorry.�
“Trust me, it’s okay.�
“Do you still want to marry me?� he asked, looking into my eyes.
“Cause you can’t cook?� I laughed, “Of course I do silly!�
“Good. So what kind of takeout would you like then?� he said grabbing some takeout menus from the top drawer of the cabinets.
I laughed, “Whatever works for you�
“Okay then, Chinese food it is!� he said grabbing the phone and ordering some dinner.
About two hours, and a bottle of wine later, and I were sitting on our couch with a bad case of the giggles and takeout boxes all around us.
“! Let’s play a game!� I said laughing.
“What kind of game?� he asked.
“This kind!� I said standing up and turned some music on. I started swaying back and forth and went over to pull up. He shook his head, and I dropped his hand.
“Come on ! Dance with me!�
“No way! The one thing I do worse than cooking is dancing!�
“What are you gonna do at the wedding then?�
“Eh, follow your lead?� he said.
“The guy’s supposed to lead!� I said, giggling again, “Let me teach you!�
“Fine, I guess� he said getting up. I laughed and pulled him towards me.
“Put your hands around my waist.� I instructed.
“Right� he said, as he did what I told him to. I started to shuffle my feet a bit and told him to do what I was doing. After a few minutes, he was starting to get the feeling of it.
“See? You can dance!� I said smiling.
“Only cause I have an amazing teacher.� He said kissing me.
“That’s just cause I have a good student.� I said kissing him back.
“What do you do to punish the bad students?� he said grinning.
“Detention�
“What do you have to do for that?�
“You have to do what I say for a whole night!� I said.
“Well in that case,� he stepped on my feet and danced like he was ten.
“ stop!�
“I want detention!�
“Go to your room mister!� I giggled.
“Yes ma’am!� he said running up the stairs into our bedroom.
I sighed, turned the music off and ran after him. I walked in to find him sitting on the bed with a rose in his mouth. He walked over to me and dipped me towards the ground.
“For you,� he said letting me go and handing me the rose.
“You’re so cheesy.� I laughed.
“I know, but you love me anyways.�
“More than anyone in the whole world.�
“Good� he said lifting me up and carrying me and setting me on the bed.
“I tired!� I said going under the covers.
“Oh no you aren’t!� he said sitting on top of me.
“Please ! I have lot’s of things to do orrow!�
“So?�
“, not tonight? Please?�
“But I wrote a song for you!� he said.
I pulled him down for a long, passionate kiss, “Save it for orrow, and there will be more where that came from. Especially if you don’t listen to your teacher.� I smiled.
“Okay, but only if you wear the present I bought you for Valentine’s Day last year.� He said pulling his shirt off and sliding under the covers with me.
“I think I can do that,� I smiled.
“Goodnight baby� he said kissing my forehead.
“Goodnight� I said closing my eyes and falling asleep to humming the song he wrote for me in my ear.